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[Jan. 11th, 2009|12:43 pm] |
long post ahead, but just continue reading.(: There's a hero, If you look inside your heart, You don't have to be afraid of what you are, There's an answer, If you reach into your soul, And the sorrow that you know will melt away.
[chorus] And then a hero comes along, With the strength to carry on, And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive, So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong, And you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road, When you face the world alone, No one reaches out a hand for you to hold, You can find love, If you search within yourself, And the emptiness you felt will disappear.
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Lord knows, Dreams are hard to follow, But don't let anyone tear them away, Hold on, There will be tomorrow, In time you'll find the way.
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That a hero lies in.....you______ Ooohh that a hero lies in.....you_____________
that hero lies in you.the three days course is something that is so valuable in my life. never did i thought that those three people people, leroy, andrea and candice could actually change my way of thinking. we go about life blaming others, blaming ourselves. questions like, "why am i going through all this?" and " why does she always looks so perfect, why her? not me?" then we start blaming god for those everyday. have we ever stop to think? have we ever thought why god gave us those challenges? we didnt. we go about life blaming him and others instead. dont we know that self esteem is being lovable and capable?
our parents, the two people in life whom made us, and trully love us. but, we took them for granted. little do we know that our words could sometimes, cut them so deep inside. they cried because, all those years of bringing us up, we chose to leave them and prefer our friends compared to them. and all they ever wanted was for us to love them, to hug them and to let them know that they are forever with us, deep in our hearts. because, when we were young, who was the one who took care of us when we're sick? who was the one who stay up all night just to make sure that we are alright, before they get some sleep? who was the one who work his ass out until now, just to make sure that we have enough to wear, to eat? all these questions, the answer to these, are my parents. but have we ever say thank you to them for everything? we didnt, instead we complain about how unreasonable our parents can get and how annoying they are. we blame others but not us. if you're reading this, please go to your parents, hug them and tell them that you didnt mean to say all those hurtful words and you love them and thank them for everything. on the closing ceremony of the course, i cried knowing that i did alot of hurtful things to my parents. my dad hug me and said that it's okay. he kissed me and he teared.honestly, i had never seen my dad cried with me, he had always been a strong man. my mum, the person whom im always at war with, hug me tight and ask me. why are you crying? dont cry, i love you and that i always do. i love my parents, because for who they are, makes a big difference in me and i really thank god for them.
lastly,my friends. i am really really thankful to have friends like you girls. and on the last day before the closing ceremony and i hug you girls and say thank you for being my friend, i teared. because deep down inside, i am really really thankful and that i do not want to lose a friend like you. i may not be the bestest friend anyone could ask for, but i really hope that you guys appreaciate me like how i appreaciate you guys. never did i regret friending you guys. and as we link our hands and sing if we hold on together, i really feel the sense of being loved. i love my friends, im sorry if i have hurt you, my words can be quite hurtful at times, but do know that i love you guys and that i really do not want to lose a friend like you.
thank you leroy, andrea, candice for making me realise that, so what im in normal academic? so what if i have to stay one year more in st margs? thanks for making me realise that i am capable. i will do my best, i believe i can and i will. i will achieve my goals. and i will do my parents proud. i will follow the strategies you gave me and i will succeed, i am capable! i am motivated to study now. thank you. (: when there is success, there comes failure. and if i face that failure again, i'll tell myself, it's okay, this is life i have to face it, i got to move on. then i'll pick myself up and live life to the fullest and tell myself that i can succeed and i WILL. no one could ever stop me from doing so. :D
yaye me, im motivated and no one can stop me from acheiving my goals, my dreams. :) |
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